And Then Sigma Died – Alice Bad End (for haveanicetragedy)

To: @haveanicetragedy

From: @pomegranate-belle

The point of view ended up hopping around a lot while I wrote – wait is that a rabbit pun? – but I’ve got them labeled. Fingers crossed I got all the route details right. Hope you enjoy it, and Merry Christmas!

The final result flashed up under Alice’s name. Betray. Everyone looked down at their own bracelets, not quite able to comprehend what had just happened. Then Sigma stumbled, and collapsed onto the floor in a heap.

[Phi]

“Sigma!” Phi shouted, her face suddenly as white as her hair. “Sigma! Hang on!”

Her hands twitched and flexed. She wanted to run, wanted to find a way to fix—but there was nothing, and she would have to watch him die this time. She would have to— The urge to jump away was strong, but she couldn’t, couldn’t just…

She couldn’t leave him.

[Clover]

“Oh no! Sigma!” Clover gasped out. “Get up!”

If he could get up, they could get him to the infirmary, and… And… He couldn’t die, it wasn’t fair! It wasn’t— The thought of her brother dying, of thinking he had died, rattled in her skull and shot like ice down her spine. They had all made it so far, without dying. Even with the bombs looming over their heads, still…

The warehouse was like an echo chamber, everyone calling Sigma’s name. And then there was Luna with her hands clasped in something like a prayer. Her expression was devastated.

“No…” she murmured. “Why…?”

As he lay on the floor, Sigma’s head lolled to the side, and his eyes fluttered open.

“Al…ice…” he murmured, almost too low to hear.

Clover’s head shot up. And there, in the doorway of the second AB Room from the left, was…

It looked like Alice, but… Clover wasn’t so sure. Because the expression she wore was… It was just…

Sigma’s bracelet clattered to the floor.

[K – Akane]

Akane took a deep breath through the nose, flexing her fingers inside Kyle’s metal suit. Closer. He had gotten closer, at least. His mistake had been… Picking Ally in the first round. Yes. She was sure that had been the cause. But the river of her new Nonary game was so complex. He was closer than he had been, that was the point. He could try again. He would try again. But for this timeline… Akane tipped her head back and closed her eyes, seeing a vast explosion against the backdrop of her eyelids. Yes, of course.

And all around her, little more than background noise to the horrible symphony of time, the others were reacting. Sigma was dead, the story was over. But no one else knew that. No one but Luna, who was nonetheless fluttering through the beginning stages of human grief anyway.

[Luna]

“My fault,” Luna said softly as she stared down at Sigma – or rather, the body of Dr. Klim. “It was my fault, I… I should have known, I…”

The redhead covered her mouth and squeezed her eyes shut.

“Sigma…”

She’d known only what she was supposed to. Even if Ms. Kurashiki had known about this outcome, she wouldn’t have told Luna anything of it. And yet, and yet… She was stuck in the wrong timeline. The wrong—

Somewhere out there in time and space was a Luna who would see a successful, casualty-free ending to the Nonary Game. But it would not be her. Luna pressed calm into her features and opened her eyes. There was nothing more she could do. Her part in the game was over. She could only watch as Phi knelt down, gathered Dr. Klim’s upper body into her arms and laid his head on her lap.

[Clover]

Clover searched Alice’s face, desperate for any sign of her mentor.

“You killed him!” Phi shouted. “What the hell is wrong with you, you killed him!”

She wouldn’t let go of Sigma’s body, not even as Luna and K tried to lift him from her arms and off the floor. Alice just stared at them all with dead eyes, swaying on her feet. A noticeable shudder rippled down her spine, but she didn’t answer Phi’s accusations. Just stood there, brow slightly furrowed, as if the world was a dream she couldn’t quite make sense of.

“Alice,” Clover said, voice thick.

She reached out a hand, not even sure what she meant to do with it – soothe, or accuse? Sigma was dead. They could all see it. He was unnaturally still, skin pallid, his grey hair lying across Phi’s lap in a sickly halo. Even when her eyes were trained on Alice, Clover couldn’t find a way to be unaware of his…

His corpse.

“I,” said Alice at last.

And then she broke into a run.

Dio dodged for the [9] door, but Alice’s feet carried her past it and through the Cyan door instead. Phi was still kneeling on the steel floor, trembling. No one seemed to be able to think of anything to say. The silence echoed in Clover’s ears, an endless ringing.

How, how had…? How had this…?

“We should,” said Luna in a deceptively calm voice for the way she was twisting her fingers, “take him to the Infirmary. We can’t just leave him here.”

K and Dio hefted him off Phi’s lap and seemed to have things well in hand, but she wedged her shoulder under his torso and helped anyways.

[Luna]

When they reached the infirmary, Quark was still unconscious, with Tenmyouji next to him, stroking his hair. But when he saw their burden, he leapt to his feet.

“Is it radical-6?” he demanded. “We don’t have any antidote left…!”

No one answered him. His gaze immediately fell to Clover. She met his eyes for a second, and shook her head. It was then that Tenmyouji seemed to notice Sigma’s bare left wrist.

“No!” he shouted, an instinctive exclamation, an instinctive denial.

“Alice, she,” Clover tried to explain.

“His BP,” continued Luna when the pink-haired girl faltered. “It… It dropped below zero.”

Tenmyouji’s face hardened. Anger filled every line of his old face, but Luna could still make out a flicker of guilt in his eyes.

“Where’s Alice?” he all but spat.

No one answered him.

Where is she?!”

Again, there was no response. Tenmyouji picked up a tray of medical supplies and flung it across the room where it buried into one of the large screens. Many of the others in the group flinched back, but Luna had seen from the start that the trajectory of his throw would not come near anyone human… The living or the dead.

“I told her about, I told her everything! I told her the vote was still going on!” Tenmyouji shouted, and though his eyes were narrowed in anger, Luna could still see the telltale glisten of tears unshed.

Dio and K settled Dr. Klim’s body onto one of the infirmary beds. Not, Luna noticed, the one Alice had been lying on. Then Dio straightened up and gestured back over his shoulder with a thumb.

“I’m gonna go back and guard the [9] door,” he said. “Alice could get out anytime with that bracelet of hers. She might double back to fuck us all over while we’re in mourning.”

No one protested his leaving, and he vanished out the door quickly. But the suddenness of Dio’s comment had at least broken up the tension in Tenmyouji’s shoulders, even if his eyes still spoke of anger and regret.

“What now?” he asked, not meeting anyone’s eyes.

[Clover]

“We have to keep playing,” said Clover quietly. “Don’t we?”

“And the bombs,” added K. “They are still…”

Clover nodded, hugging herself as a sudden chill overtook her. The bombs… It had to be, the Myrmidons. It had to be. So, that meant one of the other players was her enemy. But who? She’d been trying to puzzle it out before, but hadn’t made much progress.

She needed to find Alice. No matter what, that would definitely… They still needed to stick together. Alice could help. She had to. And so, Clover set off alone into the twists and turns of the building, looking for Alice.

It took her half an hour of their allotted eighty minutes. But, at last, there was Alice sitting on a bench in the B. Garden.

“Alice,” she said quietly, approaching the wooden bench but not sitting down on it.

It was a strange feeling, to be taller than Alice. To look down at her, she suddenly seemed… Frail. And then Alice looked up, dazed, a little lost. And yet… Determined.

“He was supposed to pick Betray, he… I knew he would pick…”

But Clover didn’t believe her. And maybe Alice saw that on her protégé’s face, because her expression turned intense and pleading. She grabbed Clover’s cold hands in hers, and warmed them gently – a calming tactic that had been standard for the two of them nearly their entire partnership.

“I’ll get out of here,” Alice said. “I’ll get out and get help. For you, and for all the rest of them too.”

Clover opened her mouth, but then closed it and shook her head.

“I will, Clover, you can trust me! I’ve only done what I thought was right!”

Clover shook her head again.

“No,” she said. “We all get out. We have to. Those bombs…”

“We don’t have time to wait fifty minutes until the white doors open!” snapped Alice. “If I get out now, I can get help much faster!”

“And what if we’re in the middle of a desert, like last time?! If you leave me here, I might… I could…”

The hurt on Alice’s face was visceral. But not moreso than the fear curling in Clover’s gut. She would never see her brother again. If she died, he would never know what happened to her.

“Clover,” Alice tried again, but suddenly Clover didn’t feel like trying anymore.

So she just ran.

[Phi]

In the end, no one could agree on what to do. That was hardly shocking. Alice tried for the [9] doors. Twice. The second time, Clover was the one to stop her. Violently. That was, perhaps, a bit shocking given how close the two of them had seemed. But it didn’t matter. Not really.

For her part, Phi stayed quietly in the infirmary by Sigma’s side. Quark awoke during the confusion, and that was good for him, but… Sigma’s hand had gone waxy and cold, and somehow that seemed much more important. She sat there next to him and waited while time slipped past.

They could try again. She would save him. They would try again. They would fix it. They would fix everything. The two of them would make it out of the game alive. They would. She just had to try again.

Phi’s eyes closed just as the white of the explosion engulfed the warehouse.

And then she jumped.

Christmas Cookies

To: @anskeanske

From: @electric016

For @anskeanske who asked for “Lotus and Alice being buddies”. So here are Lotus and Alice making cookies together! I hope you enjoy it! Happy Holidays!

Ao3

The thing was, Lotus never really thought of herself as the maternal type. Sure she loved her girls more than anything in the world and would do literally anything for them, but she never thought of herself as a mother first. She was Hazuki Kashiwabara: free woman, programmer, and mother when it was called for. Never mind that ‘when it was called for’ was most of the time. And never mind that she loved almost every minute of it. Hazuki Kashiwaba was not maternal.

So when she was offered a position in the Silicon Valley, she spent maybe ten minutes going over the pros and cons of uprooting to California before deciding to take the job. (Con #1—pulling the girls from school and moving thousands of miles away from their friends. Pro#1—girls get the incredible opportunity of living in a different country and are immersed in English while their brains are still like little sponges—The decision was simple as far as she was concerned).

Okay, so maybe she made even major life decisions with her girls at the forefront of her mind. But that still didn’t make her a Mother with a capital ‘M’. She wasn’t a PTA mom; she’d never volunteered after school or gotten overly involved with the other mothers. She just didn’t dothings like that. Which was why she couldn’t quite believe that at 7:00pm on a Tuesday night, she was pulling out flour, eggs and milk to bake, instead of kicking back and watching TV with her girls, all on account of the fact that she had agreed to bring in cookies for the Christmas party the girls’ class was having the next day.

And why were the girls not helping her? Because she’d agreed that they could spend the night at a friend’s house as a special treat, seeing as the next day was a half-day, and the only thing happening at school was the Christmas party. But that didn’t mean she had any intension of braving this project alone.

There was a knock at the door.

“Oh thank god! Come in!” Lotus shouted in the direction of the door, as she arranged what she presumed were the necessary ingredients for cooking baking on her kitchen island.

“Hey!” Alice called as she entered, slipping her shoes off. “I’m sorry I’m a bit late. I decided to stop and pick up a bottle of wine.”

“No, not at all, I think we’re going to need it.”

“That bad, huh? How’s it going in here?”

“Ugh, I haven’t really started. Why did I agree to this again?”

“I really couldn’t say.”

“Well that one dad whose name I can’t remember had already signed up to bring drinks, and apparently their teacher’s bringing plates and cups and things, so cookies seemed like the next easiest option.”

“Yeah, You’re probably right.”

“And then that blonde bitch, Sheryl. She looks me straight in the eyes and says ‘Hazuki, have you ever made cookies before? Will you be okay?’”

Alice laughed at the high-pitched simpering tone Lotus had affected and the look of outrage on her face. “She probably just thought she was being nice.”

“I’m not sure that makes it any better. I mean they’re cookies! How hard can it be?”

“Well, it’s definitely easier if you preheat the oven.” Alice responded with a smile, coming over and setting the oven for 350 degrees.

“I was getting to that…” Lotus muttered, folding her arms. “How are your exams going?” She turned to get two glasses down from the cupboard.

“Ugh, please! This is my mental health break. I don’t want to think about any of the papers I’m writing or tests I’m prepping for. I will give you a full update once I’ve handed everything in.”

“Understandable. Well, let me know if you need me to read over anything though.”

“I will. Thanks.”

“Here.” Lotus said handing Alice a glass of wine and taking a sip of her own, “So what’s the first thing we need to do?”

“’In a medium bowl, mix together flour, baking soda, and salt’. Have you measured out the ingredients yet?”

“No, I guess I’ll do that now.”

“I guess you better.”

“Hmm. I have baking powder. It looks like baking soda. Is it the same thing?”

“Oh, honey, no. Not the same thing. Not at all. Baking soda’s probably in a box.” Alice started going through Lotus’s cupboards while Lotus measured out the other ingredients. “Here you go! Baking powder!”

“Thanks.” Lotus liked working with Alice—even if they were only working on simple things like making cookies. It was nice to have a friend she considered on the same intellectual footing…well, that wasn’t quite true. She knew that despite her best efforts to tone it down, Alice was light-years ahead of her intelligence wise. Perhaps what she really liked about Alice was the fact that Alice treated her like an intellectual equal. Which was more than she could say for most of her peers in her male-dominated field.

“Alright, next we want to mix the butter and sugar. Please tell me you have a mixer.”

“Believe it or not I think I do.”

“Is it still in the box?” Alice asked with a smirk.

“I know you’re joking, but actually, yes it is.” Lotus said, pulling the box from the island cupboard.

Alice laughed. “Why do you have it?”

“Oh, somebody gave it to me when we moved in…Do you think we need to wash it first?”

“No, it’s probably fine. Though we could rinse the metal mixing bits with warm water.”

“Yeah, alright.”

Mixer assembled and whirring away at beating together the sugar and butter, Lotus looked up from the bowl and said to Alice, “So you don’t want to talk about school.”

“No, it’s my night off. No school.”

“Okay then. What have you been up to? Any clandestine encounters with gentlemen?” Lotus asked suggestively.    

“First off, way to sound like my mother—“ Alice wished she could have captured the look on Hazuki’s face at her words“—and secondly, yes, but not in the way you’re thinking.”

Lotus raised an eyebrow. “Ladies then?”

Alice grinned like the cat who got the cream. “That’s neither here nor there. I’m not talking about romantic encounters.”

“What kind of encounters are you talking about then?” Lotus said with a frown.

“These weird men keep showing up to interview me for something.”

“Weird how?”

“Oh you know, creepy, mysterious government agency types. Like spies: black ties, black suits, dark sunglasses, the whole nine yards.”

“And they want to recruit you?”

“Presumably. But I can’t tell if they’re CIA or FBI or what.”

“Odd. And you think it’s okay to tell me about this?”

Alice shrugged. “Well they didn’t tell me not to.”

Lotus clicked off the mixer, butter and sugar thoroughly mixed, and looked at Alice. “And do you think you’ll take a job with the government?”

“Well, that depends on what they can do for me.”

Lotus chewed her bottom lip. Alice was so incredibly mature in many ways. It was often easy to forget that she was a whole decade younger than Lotus. She was smart, but despite her maturity, she could be a little reckless. Especially when she got focused on something.

“Alice, I’m not your mother, so I’m not going to tell you what to do, but just be careful, okay?”

Alice looked away. “Yeah, I know.”

Lotus nodded. “Now these eggs, do they just sit here or are we going to mix them in?”

“I guess they could just sit there, but then we would without a doubt have made the shittiest cookies ever.”

“And I can’t have Nona and Ennea showing up to school with the shittiest cookies of all time. What kind of mother would that make me?”

“Probably exactly the kind of mother the other moms suspect you might be.”

“I’ll drink to that!” Lotus said, bringing her wine to her lips.

Eggs cracked and stirred in with a splash of vanilla, they moved on to mixing in the wet and dry ingredients.

“So, secret government agency interviews. What are those like?” Lotus asked, stirring while Alice held the bowl and periodically added more of the flour mixture to the batter.

“Secretive. I don’t know. They asked a lot of questions about me and my family. Which I suppose is to be expected. But then they asked a lot of really strange questions.”

“What kind of strange questions?”

“Like, ‘what did I know about the works of Sheldrake?’”

“Who?”

“Yeah, I’d never come across him either, but I did some research after my interview.”

“Is he a scientist?”

“Pseudo-scientist.”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean his field is parapsychology.”

“Like telepathy kind of things?”

“Actually, yes.”

“You’re kidding me!”

“Not at all–It’s not really telepathy the way we usually think of it. But he has this theory about ‘morphic resonance’. It’s this idea about humanity having a shared memory—a consciousness that we could all potentially tap into.”

“That sounds like bullshit.”

“Yeah, I kind of thought so, too.”

“So why do you think they were asking about Sheldrake?”

“I don’t know. Maybe if I’d known a lot about him, they’d have figured I was crazy and written me off as a potential candidate.”

Lotus laughed. “Yeah, most likely.” She stopped mixing the cookie dough. “Does this look good enough to you?”

“Yes, I think we can go ahead and start putting them on the tray.”

“Alright and then only fifteen minutes in the oven!”

“Sounds good!”

“You know,” Lotus said as she slid two trays of cookies into the oven, “when I first moved in here I couldn’t get over the size of the oven. I couldn’t imagine what I would need with an oven this big. And then I realized all of the houses here have ovens this size! But now that I have to bake all these cookies I’m so glad we have an oven this size.”

“What can I tell you, we Americans love our baking.”

“Are you going home for Christmas?”

“Yes. I’ll be heading home as soon as exams are over.”

“That’ll be nice.”

“Yeah, I’m looking forward to seeing my mom.”

“I bet. And I’m sure she’s looking forward to seeing you.”

Alice grinned, “Yeah, definitely.”

Lotus looked around the kitchen. “Well we could clean up this mess, but I vote we watch a movie instead.”

“Are you sure?”

“Absolutely.” Lotus said, nodding. “Did you bring ‘Love Actually’?”

“Of course I did! I’m not going to let you get away with having never seen it.”

“Alright, alright.”

All in all it was an excellent evening, Lotus thought. The cookies didn’t burn and were not only edible, but delicious, and she enjoyed the movie a lot more than she’d thought she would. Alice’s description hadn’t made it sound nearly as interesting as it was. It was nearly midnight by the time Alice left.

“Bye, sweetie!” Lotus said, seeing her off, “If you need anything, call! And tell your Mom I said hello!”

“I will. And I’ll see you when I get back! Merry Christmas, Hazuki!”

“Merry Christmas, Alice.”

By this point, Lotus had long forgotten Alice’s mention of Sheldrake and morphic resonance theory in that way we tend to forget about the unimportant details of our day. It would only be a few more years from now before she would come across that name again. Though the next time she wouldn’t just forget it; it would hold a lot more importance. But she had an awful lot of things to do before then.